What is friendship, is it necessity for each other ? or is it the likeness of thoughts? I have always wondered who among my friends really are true. But some things are best unknown. Would you believe it, if one day you realized that your best friend was never really true. Could you endure it, if a friend you saw as a brother cheated you ? Is it possible that people befriend you out of sympathy, or because it's rude to say i don't want to be your friend ? Some of your friends you might think are not in for necessity, what else could you think for the reason of a true friendship. Could it be attachment, or a choice for popularity ?
My father once told me "Friendships you may find, and you will believe in them madly, but time will make you realize that everything fades in it. Once you loose the necessity for each other, your friendship looses it's magic, everything becomes a drama, and slowly, fades away a friend that you once thought best in the world.".
In my college life, i have learned but a few lessons about life, about the irony of truth. What can you believe in? and who can you trust ? some are born lucky, they have the courage to trust their parents' words blindly. Me, i learned the hard way that it's just your own conscience. You are alone in this race, where sacrifice, emotions and sincerity are set aside as weaknesses. By the time in life when you realize this, it's already a book of losses and pain.
I've heard that some moments can tear apart the dearest of relationships, the closest of bonds. I never believed it until the sands of time proved otherwise. The irony of truth whispered in my mind, deep and clear. The plunge of happiness that you feel when your best friend finds success, fades away and comes another emotion, one i hate the most,the one i'm yet to recover from.
